"CloSe To HeARt.." :\

"Wat 2 say abt ma "Utman".....
while listening his guitar derz alwayz smthng magical.. "

"He haz alloted a name az "utman"
and has been designated az ma 'personal Dushman'..." 

"Hez heart iz az clear az a transparent glass......
and his choice....itz juz too A-class..." 

"Hez seriously a swthrt..... 
n i noe v guyz'll nvr b apart..... " 

"I luv d way he givz me all dose crazy names..... 
with tym our frnship'll into a luvely flame..... 

"His style n lukz goes wid the trend...
and no doubt u'll b provd az the bst 'Boifrnd'...."

"Hez d one who cares for all.......
and alwayz starts wid "bol jaaneman" wen he receives ma call.." 

"He haz a crazy likng of listng d sund of train...
n luvz 2 play basketball evn in xtreme rain.... " 

"He ownz an xtremely crazy "man"(hindi wala)
which at any tym cn feel lyk having fun.... " 

"He believes in funda of ishq-vishq pyar-vyar.....
n at evry tragedy he say.... 'chot ho gayi yaaaaaaaaar' " 

"Gymng iz hiz passion.....
and can make trend of anythng which iz out of fashion...." 

"WE hav a same lyking fr GUITAR...
and hez alwayz ready 2 help no mattr frm hoe far....... " 

"He nvr comb his hair. 
n sayz luv of frndship iz in d air... " 

"He iz too good in xpressing hiz feelingz....
and haz an uncnditional luv fr all hiz Darlingz...... " 

"For me he haz alwayz been undrstandng,caring, friendly n more...
and max. tym remainz confused n sayz 'may b, I m nt sure...."

"Hez sm1 I'll nvr frget......
n in share market i bet he'll hav d highest rate..."

"when thingz'll go wrng 'n' u'll turn blue........
Trust me DeAr.....!! I'll alwayzz b der fr u.... " 

Alone..

She walks on the street,
looking at the people in love,
Smiling at those holding hands,those kisses on the lips

She knows she is lonely,
She knows there is no one around,
to call her own,
to give him everything she got

She smiles because she knows,
She wont vow down,she wont compromise,
She wont be with someone who cant treat her right,
its better to have no one to share her joy,
than to have someone who will make her cry,
She walk on the street alone,
With smile on her lips and head held high..

I'm Alone... :\

                                                                                                                                                                           I'm hurt this time.

                                                       I don't want to cry for the way I
                                                       feel inside.
                                                       I just want someone to hold me...
                                                       I'm alone in the dark, please try to
                                                       find me.
                                                       If no one cares, I don't see a point
                                                       to go on.
                                                       Anyone find me! Anyone care!

                                                       I feel unheard and unseen.
                                                       Depressed and weak.
                                                       No one cares and yet I'm always
                                                       the sorry one.

                                                       Someone find me! I'm scared.
                                                       I m dere for evryone,but i guess in
                                                       the end,
                                                       There is No1 for me.

                                                       Please hold me until it all ends.
                                                      Just hold me that’s all I want.
                                                       I don't want to be alone in the
                                                      dark.

                                                      Just hold me as I start to disappear
                                                       from the light.
                                                      Just hold me as I start to cry.
                                                      Just hold me so I wont be alone
                                                       inside.
                                                      Just hold me so I don't do
                                                       something wrong.
                                                      Just hold me so tight, that for a
                                                      moment I could feel the light.  :'(

"Thank Uhh So much..."

" Thank uhh so much......
 for making me realize where do I stand in ur life...."  :\

"Thank uhh so much.....
 for making me understand dat nthngz permanent...." :\

"Thank uhh so much.....
 for making me realize that i shouldn't hav been so dedicated towards uhh.." :'(

"Thank uhh so much...
 for making me realize that i deserve this only....or may be evn worse..." :\

"Thank uhh so much....
 for making me realize that we'll last soon Utkarsh...." :'(

"Thank uhh so much...
 for spoiling things....." :\

"Thank uhh so much...
 for making me realize that 'Love' is not meant for me...." :'(

"Thank uhh so much....
 for making me realize that I have no rite to be happie...." :\

"Thank uhh so much...
 for making me realize that my love is not worth showing anymore..." :\

"Thank uhh.....Thank uhh so very much....
for proving everyone rite who said that i gave a too much of importance to uhh...." :'(



Thank Uhhhh.....
P.s. - Its all over from ma side.....m sorry.
I m sorry.........I give up.No more efforts now.....
Do whatever uhh feel lyk....
If uhh can do somethng evn worse den dis.......Go for it..
Stay Happie... Thats all i want..

Why Always Me..?

"Why always Lyf  Has to be so unfare....?

Why ma happiness in dis world is so Rare....?

Why can't things in ma lyf can't go smooth...?

Why a small thing is hurting so much juz like the truth...?

I can't take dis pain anymore....

I m tired of complaining....

I m tired of wailing....

I cant always be so understanding..

I too hav A heart yaaaaaaaaaaar.... :\

I too feel being Hurted...

It Hurts to knw tat once uhh easily understood ma silence bt today uh deny to understand ma spoken words evn...

It pinches....

Tears rolling down ma cheeks...

Tearing me apart....

Crying lyk hell....

juz LIKE A retard....

Why always it is me who has to understand...?

NO.....

NOT Again This Tym....

Call me CRAZY,call me FREAKY,CALL ME STTUBORN,call me a TROUBLE or wat evr else u want.....

But u hav no idea how badly it HAUNTS...

I m Broken....

I m shatterd...

I m lost.....

May be dis is wat i deserve.....coz i relyd too much on others...

Coz i lived too much in ma fantasy world...

May b it was all ma mistake only...

BUT Now I dnt Need Anyone Anymore... :\

Its Better for me to be  "ALONE".... :( "

"BUT Still...."

"They fight about a lot of things, but they love all of the same music..
she’s immature , but he accepts her silliness...
she is so innocent..but he is smart and tricky but much caring about his "best friend"..
she is a little bit emotional always thinks by heart but he is well-balanced and think always by brain….
Sometimes he is very much irritating but she loves to get irritate by him silently..
She thought she win all the fight between them…he accept it secretly coz he loves to  loose by her willingly....
They are totally opposite of nature...
 
They both say they hate each other, but secretly are happy when people tell them that they would make a good couple....
Sometimes they both quarrel with each other so badly…
but within few time they surrender to each other avoiding their egos...
They act like they’re nothing more than friends, but everyone knows otherwise...
When people ask, they say they don’t like each other, but still hope that the other one is lying..
They think they are best friend of each other and they are much happy with this relationship..No love can enter between them to ruin their friendship..




"Some Relationships Are like Tom And Jerry
They Irritate Each Other
They Tease Each Other
But They Still Can’t Live Without Each Other...."



"They are completely different,
Though they’re absolutely perfect for each
other. But…..Both of them know that they care for each other very much…

But still they are not lovers…   "

I Wont Complain :\

❝ I get mad over the smallest reasons. I know I over-analyze everything.

I do feel a sense of jealousy when I see you talking to someone who has more to offer.

I evrytym get sad at the thought of ever losing you.

I start pointless arguments and fights, just to see if you care enough to stick around.


I often say things that I later regret.

I jus want to know whethr you care as much as I do.

It’s because I'm girls, and I need to be reassured from time to time ❞

P.S. -- This is how i m jaaaaaaaaan..... Evrythng iz not az easy az uh think babie...
 I cnt always think d way uh want me to think... :\
bt it's ok now...
i wont say nythng now...
I wont complain...
I promise..!  :)